There was a terrifying event in our home today. It was something that rocked me to the very core of my being. I was standing back seeing the smiling happy faces of my children and I could not enjoy it.

I tried and tried. I paced around the house, I went outside, I hid in the basement. No matter where I went the fear, the anger, the voices in my head, and the thought of knowing I let everyone down were overwhelming me.

Finally I dug deep with in me to a place that I have rarely been brave enough to seek out. And the most incredible thing happened.......

I said NO to the brownie temptation!

That's right! I did it, boy does it feel good. I can still smell them right now but it is ok the urge has come and gone and I am still 100% on plan.

I FEEL SO EMPOWERED